1. |
Belong
04:51
|
|||
Careening downward, I wonder
Is it safer on the ground?
No sense of belonging has offered me
Protection from the crowd.
Feels like a billion miles between
Me and where I belong.
I just wander farther and farther,
Then I find myself alone.
I'm lonely,
You don't have to look so far away.
I'm only
A demon in the woods stuck wandering.
I'm lonely,
You don't have to look so far away.
I'm a loner
Caught up in the world.
I loathe my lonely world.
I scratch until I bleed.
In this, I lose myself.
I lose where I belong.
|
||||
2. |
Heart of the Void
04:17
|
|||
Mind receding, a curious feeling.
Blue's the color that ends me.
Mortal trial, a predator smiles
And chews the flesh off of my fresh depression.
Blue and seething, abounding with meaning,
I respect and deserve this.
So, I'm returning, senses are burning.
I'm ignited, possessed and out of control.
My resolve is wholly submissive,
Fiercely pummeled down.
I break ties with worldly commitments,
Facing forward bound.
I dissolve my only ambitions,
Sinking further down
To the disturbing heart of the void.
|
||||
3. |
Blue Portent
03:49
|
|||
Lucid, mourning my losses.
I don't feel anything.
Trying to capture the moment,
I pause in silence as a wave of
The strangest emotions
Crushes my body,
And I know that you won't understand me,
But I know the ending,
It's not at all what you're looking for.
It feels like heaven, but in a darker way.
I suffer, and I wonder
What it feels like to get unaligned.
I'm terrified, delving into another world
Farther and farther,
Until I separate and unalign fully.
|
||||
4. |
The Escape
03:37
|
|||
The point of this escapes me.
I'm searching for something better,
A more impressive likeness.
A few emotions changing,
I turn into something better,
But the affected glow is finite,
And still, my heart keeps changing.
The burden of self doubt
Is bringing my whole world down.
So why should I survive?
The future is dire, and I can't find a purpose.
I hold a billion pounds of nothing,
And the weight of my burden
Threatens to collapse me.
You could say that I'm failing in all the right ways.
I'm enduring a life of uncontrolled anxiety.
I reject this life, so I'm setting out for another way.
The feeling is lost, so I escape the heartache.
If the feeling is gone, then I escape unharmed.
|
Streaming and Download help
If you like Trust Club, you may also like:
Bandcamp Daily your guide to the world of Bandcamp